[ zero degrees ]

[ its ya burfday we gunna party like its ya burfday ]

As we all come together
To celebrate your special day today
May it bring you surprises in many ways

Mel, you are Marvelous
Elegant in God’s eyes (and maybe ours too)
Lovely and Loyal is what people perceive of you
We hope that you can stay Young for all time to come
Amazing are the things you do for everyone, especially for Daniel one
Nice is in your nature
Because of who you are

Attractive describes you inside and out your heart and life dedicated all to Christ
May it be filled with all the love and joy
And everyday blessed by goodness and grace
We would just like to say

Have a very

Happy Birthday!

[ welcome to ... ]

We just want to welcome you to Daniel one
Because this is where it’s all begun

Our group is sweet and so unique
So genuine and we’re sure you’ll make it just complete

Although we all may not know you well
We’ve heard many things that have made us go oh wow!

Your passion for God is out of this world
Your love for him is so deep and so real
Your sacrificial heart and you’re giving spirit
Your heart of prayer and for the lost
Your caring nature is so sweet
Blessing all those in need

We’re so thankful and happy to have you here
Always know that and remember we’re always there
To give you a helping hand
Whenever you may need it
Just ask and we’ll give it

Every step that the group goes
Every move that we may make
We’ll support you with every breathe that we take

Because united as one
Is where we all stand
Together with Christ
In this family

Called,

Daniel ONE

[ For You ]

So many words have been said
But some not often heard
Let me express to you now how I feel

Ive said many things to you
Some good and some bad
And some that have probably driven you insane and mad

My favorite word is sorry because that’s how I truly am
Sorry for all the hard times I put you thru
Sorry for not understanding you too
Sorry for my bad moods and
Sorry for been rude

Your gee and your wow
And your im so cool too
Makes me laugh whenever im thinking of you
You are so lame
I can’t even begin to explain

But you’re Hannah
One of a kind
You can’t be replaced

Not now, not ever in this time
You’re one of the dodgiest people I have met
You don’t even need to open your mouth
And I know what has been said :p

Apart from this side
Theres a seriousness to you too
Something that ill always respect and trust in you
You’ve impacted my life
In ways you’ll never know
Given me advice and support

Sometimes all I can do is just smile and nod
Poems might seem lame
But what I write is the truth
So don’t think they are just words
That im writing for fun
They’re all from a part in my heart
That’s so thankful for you
I hope you can understand where im coming from too

I really appreciate you in all that you do
Always know and remember that im here for you
I know you won’t share to me your struggles and pains
But if you ever want to,
I’ll always be there to listen to you

Thank you for been a friend and a shepherd
You’re way too cool and lame for me,
But Hannah, you know that

...Ill always love you…

[ You are our Jennifer ]

From day number one
Is where this story has all begun

We just want to express to you
About how we feel

So kind and sweet
Genuine and unique
Your smile makes everyone feel complete

Youre cute, huggable and a little slow
Youre Jennifer, the human version of mashi maro
There are some people that try to be funny
Some just dont have style
But you, youre the only one that makes
Our laughs worthwhile

Youve delighted us in many ways
And taught us that
In good times and bad
We can always proclaim to say
Hallelujah anyway

Lovely and cute
You will always be
You can brighten up the room
In just 1, 2, 3

God will bless you with all his grace
Let his presence fall upon this place
Dont ever leave God in all that you do
Because you know that he will never leave you

And always remember wherever you go
Were always right here by your side
In all that you do,
Because Jen,

We cant help but to Love You!

[The Greatest Love of All ]

[The Greatest Love of All ]

A sign of Gods great love
Sent from up above

Saved by Gods grace
Upon this Holy place

Sent his son Jesus to show us
How great and mighty God is
The price he paid upon that cross
Can never determine how much he lost

Humiliated rejected and left alone
He suffered and died
To save us from sin
Where do I even begin?

Because of this man
We are renewed and born again

So embrace each day in every special way
As God made us here for a reason today

Trust in him in all that you do
Because he ll never leave you
Hold on tight to your beliefs
Hold tighter to the truth
Allow no one to make you feel different
Than what you already do

His love for you is so great
That he died so painfully upon that cross
To take away all your burdens and your loss

So as you take this cup and bread
Please thank the Lord for all hes done

For hes shown you the greatest love of all…

[ manifestations of a tortured soul ]

[ Manifestations of a tortured soul ]

Let me tell you a story of a tortured soul
Listen carefully or youll never know..

All alone in this world
Sits a tortured soul
Whose meaning in life is yet to be told

Sitting paitently waiting
For all things to unfold

Lying down in a room
With not a thought in mind
Except the sharp sound of a knife
That could make a person blind

Can you understand
A tortured soul
Evaporating, slowly
in a mind of its own

This soul heard many things
How life was a bitch
And always was told that
There was no quick fix

Alone with this soul
It continues to grow
Along with its heart
in the beats of the dark

As the soul sat down to think
It began to think out aloud
Suddenly there was an opening
Right up in the clouds

A possessed soul with deceptive thoughts
Occupied by the devil and used for his works
Thoughts of the past and the present flood in
Sin is plentiful where do i begin?

The soul is suffering in a trapped world
Where there were no values or goals
To determine what was been told

Talentless and wasted the
Life turned out to be
Committed countless sins
That were wasted away in each memory

A wasted soul, a tortured mind
Another soul gone right now in this time
Its been too long
When will this soul be able to shine?

There is no moral to this story
Just a soul and its emotions
And alotta deep thinking

The aspect of this soul
Is one of a kind
Can you help it, to restore its mind?

[ bye bye .. ]

[ Bye Bye .. ]

Our dearest Lik ik
This poems for you too
Word up sista, let us holler back at u!

Trust in God in all that you may ever do
Because he will always be there for you
He ll never leave your side
Be with you in times of joy and trouble
Always remain strong in your faith
and God will bless you with all his grace

His power is almighty
Whatever you do
Just remember..
That he will Never leave you..

Hold on tight to your beliefs
Hold tighter to the truth
Let no one try to make you feel
any different than what you already do

We ll miss your yummy food
Not forgetting your kim chi too
We ll miss your smile and your laugh
We ll miss the way you sing and dance
We ll miss the moments we all spent together
as a family in daniel 1

Even though we might be far
Across the oceans and the seas
if you ever need us
you know we re right here
Just a phone call, text message, plane ride, email away
is where we ll always stay

We love you because of your kind heart
We love you because you smile so damn much
We love you because you are yourself
We love you because you didnt try to be somebody else

Our sister and our friend
We ll Love you till the very end...

[ Farewell but not goodbye ]

[ Farewell but not goodbye ]

Thou our lips may bid adieu
our hearts will not say farewell
Together as one we have all become
a group thats called Daniel 1

Right from the start
this group grew fondly in all our hearts
Friendships developed and matured well
as we could all see and tell

As the year passed by
Transformations took place
We grew and grew all in God's grace

Blessings came down from up above
and God provided us with all his great love

God is our strength and tower
In times of trouble
He allows us to feel his almighty power

So blessed our lives have all become
With all those cool leaders uniting as one
To give us the best of whats to come

Leader number one is Alvin
Shy but sweet
so unique
your faithfulness to God shall never be incomplete
Stepping out of your comfort zone
is what youve done
a Godly man is who youve become

Leader number 2 is our Jane
Whose caring heart beats so strongly
Sealed with a kiss and her love for every one
your caring nature
your friendly smile
turns any frowon upside down
not forgetting your love for God
we can only smile and nod

Leader number 3 Daniel
So talented in music
and so passionate too
to serve God in all that you may ever do
Your car takes people to many places
Home from caregroup, when moving houses
and grocery shopping too!

We appreciate you guys
With all our hearts
Dont think we wont miss you
when we all depart

But we wont be far
if you ever need anything
we ll be right here
we ll always be your friends
in all that you may do

If you ever need a helping hand
please ask, and we ll come to you

We hope you will continue to grow
and enjoy each day
because there are many more to come along lifes fruitful way

So all the best, we wish you nothing less
Daniel 1 has now become
2 Families all in ONE.

[ shen ri quai le ]

[ Shen ri quai le ]

Enjoy this special day
Its with you to stay

This journey we call life
brings us surprises in many ways

I hope you enjoy today
dont work so hard okay?

Just have a really happy birthday!

[ Scared ]

[ Scared ]

Im scared of been alone at night

Im scared of having no one to hold so tight

Im scared of been in this life

Im scared that nothing will turn out right

Im scared of certain people

Im scared that i will crack and tremble

Im scared that i will die

Im scared because i hate people who lie

Im scared of been hurt time and time again

Im scared of the pain that has caused me to feel this insane

Im scared of love

Im scared that i will never be healed

Im scared of how frigid ive become

Im scared of how cold my heart is to some

Iim scared of going to work every day

Im scared of praying to God in my dismay

Im scared when my heart pounds so fast

Im scared that i will never forget about my past

Im scared of going to church

Im scared that the world will come to an end

Im scared because there will be no time to mend

Im scared of not having a future

Im scared that i will kill my self and end up in fire

Im scared that i will sooon become numb

Im scared of lonely shadows

Im scared because i feel weak

Im scared of the words i write

I scared because this is how i feel day and night

Im scared that i wont be accepted

Im scared because no one can help me

Im scared because im drowning

Im scared of crying

Im scared ill stop breathing completley

Im scared of my thoughts

Im scared of who i am and what ive become

Im scared because i dont know anything of whats to come..
Please make it stop..

[ Birthday wishes ]

[ Birthday Wishes ]

The day has come
where youve turned 21
such a sweet little girl
who likes to play all day
bringing bundles of joy and fun
together in the sun

Your pink gloves they make me smile
they turn my frown upside down

Thanks for all the talks we had
Thanks for your cheerful face
it always brightens up any place

So today dear girl, im here just
wishing you a happy birthday
may joy and happiness be with you
in each and every way

I hope that you enjoy this special day
because there are many more to come
along lifes fruitful way

May all your dreams come true
and all your wishes too

Party hard today, coz its your special day

Happy Birthday

(NB: some lines taken from somewhere else..)

[ random thoughts ]

[ Random Thoughts ]

What can you do
To change how i feel
When did it become such a great big deal

My mind is not at ease
its had its final straw
The demise of my existance has begun
ill soon no longer be living
and ill no longer have to run

Why do i feel like this each day
i cant seem to understand my self
How do you expect me to understand everyone else?

My feelings are so unreal
at times i really want to cry
to just break down and die

I feel so incomplete
how can i take away this
fire that makes my heart skip many beats

My head spins and spins
it looses its grip...

[ puta ]

[ Puta ]

People they say things
that bear no meaning
all i wanna tell them is
fuck you, fuck that you talk alotta crap

I dont give a shit anymore
i just wanna walk out that door
Take my hand and let me go
Fuck the world, its a great big fucking hole

Im too scared but please let me die
Coz then everyone will be happy
Theyll say
that bitch has gone..
She was a pain in the arse
Fuck her, shes gone at last..

[ tarantado tong lalakeng ito ]

[ Tarantado tong lalakeng ito ]

Rudness is his key
Respect is a word that has no existance in his memory

what do i see in him that makes me want to stay
how can i love someone when he breaks my heart each day

I just want to find a way that will keep us apart
how can you still love someone
with every bit of your heart?

I tried so hard but he didnt give a shit
all he wanted to do was to perv at other chix

I gave my heart away only to be hurt
I went thru so much pain
which cannot be explained

I wish he felt teh same, go thru my grief
Tell me how you feel
because i still love you..

[ Life is ]

[ Life is ]

Life itself has no meaning
Love turned into a word with
no definition
you said it when your key wanted my ignition

To have faith in such sorrow
just means that there is no tomorrow
moving at a pace in this place
that my heart has endured with such persistance

i am mentally captured at what seems to be
a mind of worry and unsatisfactory
I beg for mercy because i am in mental captivity

I look around seeing people that i do not trust
all they wanna do is fulfil their need of lust
how can you change the perception of deception
when clearly it is not part of the multiplication

I try my best to be a good person
but so it seems that im just another
that has finally hit rock bottom

You are the conception of my mind
the desire that can make me blind
what i know will dissolve everything that i do
everything i do sets out just to please you

Sometimes i feel the world has turned on me
but then i realise that its only you thats burned me
sad and naiive ive set out to be
with no hope that anyone can see me
ill just reminisce on all the things that ive done in my life
because everything has just become a small
part of my pride

Im captured by a vision
a desire to make ends meet
im illuminated in lonely shadows
in which i feel weak

My heart is slowly melting away
how long can i stay this way?

[ forever in me ]

[ Forever in me ]

I can see you in my shadow
you are my perception of life
i want to show you the meaning
of how i feel for you

Misconceptions are annulled
because in me youve become an image
that have filled my desires

I want to live for you
you are the maker of my life
because in you i see myself inside

I know that you give me eternal life
that just makes me want to survive
Please save me from all my wrong
so that i can become strong
Please help me to stay this way
because in you, i know i will never go away

Im afraid of change
but in my life i know that i want you to forever remain
i cried tears of pain when i saw what they did to you
but yet you loved us, promised eternal life
what must we give you back in sacrifice?

Even though i dont always agree
you make me the person i hope to be
you held my hand and guided me
gave me nothing but the best of life to see

Let me feel your touch
because you are my strength and tower
you bring me to places where i can feel
your power

I want to forget about the past
think about the present
but my mind wonders in places it shouldnt

But i know that you are here in some way
to guide me thru each day
I just ask you to.. Please Stay

[ aching pains ]

[ Aching pains ]

All my life
ive tried to hide
All these mixed feelings that ive kept inside

There were nights when i cried
there were nights where i wondered
why i feel this way, why am i am
who i am today?

Repeatidly my heart breaks
it aches
every depth of my heart
every tear that i cry
is just tearing me apart

Hopeless and meaningless ive turned out to be
fuck my life its really a great big tradegy

[ Only you ]

[ Only You ]

Only you can take away this pain

Only you can make me feel sane again

Only you can bring me joy and laughter

Only you can hold my hand

Only you can care and mend

Only you can cease the explosion in my head

Please take it all away
I dont want to feel like this everyday...

[ fragile, emotions ]

[ Fragile, Emotions ]

Some things i want to say to you
but at times i cannot do
So let me express to you
just about how i feel

My feelings and emotions they take control of me
causing me to crash and burn in my memory
I guess i should get it off my chest
All i can say is that love isnt really at its best

Just listen to what i have to say
maybe you will really want to stay away

The months have past and all ive done
is hurt you till youve become numb
why do you put up with all my shit
when all you could do was to run?

You were the one who held my hand so tight
all the way throughout the night
you opened my eyes to many things
in which i could not see
showed me all of what you were meant to be

Sleepless nights, with tortured souls
reminiscing on things that bear no goals
im sorry that i became so weak
that i couldnt even speak
I let your head wonder in places
in which i couldnt meet

Something i didnt tell you was
when you were with her
it made me feel like shit
Selfish me, selfish thoughts
selfish desires, that make me now feel incomplete
how could we do the things we did when you were with another chic

It started out as pure fun
with no feelings in the run
Whats happened now?
The feelings have all begun

There was a point in which i thought
our conversations would come to an end
and we'd be better off not even been friends

12 days have past and ive always known
that friends they come and go
they enter and leave your life
in ways in which i dont know

Erase me from your mind
im really not worth your time
Ive been trying to work out
how i feel
but i still havent managed to close the deal

The boy before you hurt me
maybe thats why i act the way i do around you
I want to care so much but
im so scared that you will hurt me too
Im willing to give you a chance
becuase thats what my hearts telling me to do

Thank you for been my friend
Thank you for your holding hand
Thank you for your words of wisdom
Thank you because you listened
Thank you for your understanding
Thank you for not been too demanding
Thank you for all the good times
Thank you for been yourself
Thank you because you didnt try to be somebody else

I think thats all i have to say
for now anyway..

Sometimes i do feel that i am fake
but make no mistake
this poem is one thing that is from my heart
Please... Dont let it break.

[ shades of blue and black ]

[ Shades of blue and black ]

Shattered dreams
hopes of reality
becoming insanity

Slowly mentally captivating
into my memory
you used me, then you abused me
showed me no mercy

It was a fact that your bruises
they painted shades of blue and black

I held on so faithfully
with no holding back

You used me, then you abused me
What can you say about that?

[ In between the black and white ]

[ In between the black and white ]

Define your defintion of love
its like an almighty curse
that has filled this nation
causing its outburst

The world is black and white
everything thats in sight
is destroyed in its might

Nothing seems real anymore
everything just seems hidden
behind an unbreakable door

Your name is branded into my soul
without you i feel that im no longer whole

I held on, but for how long
I dont think i can do it anymore
my heart just feels too sore
this pain just feels so insane

Penetrating, accelerating, piercing
straight into my membrane

paralysed by my thoughts
why am i still here?
my purpose in life is just not clear

Floods of regret enter within
and the decades they grow older
and darker with sin

The destination is lost
Inevitable, supressed, manifestation
of my self
brings no remorse

Still living, my heart is still beating

But for how long
Maybe i really just dont belong..

[ so much more ]

[ So Much More ]

Can i tell you something that ive
never told anyone before?
That i love you and so much more

As i struggle i just want to leave
to the streets
Please cover me with your blessings
from my head to my feet
Ive never felt this way before
That i need you, and so much more

As my mind wonders
in the whirlwind of my imagination
i cry out to you in a way that is
beyond any kind of description
That i long for you, and so much more

The moments in time
are filled with your glory
some could say that
this is what you call 'my story'
That i praise you, and so much more

Your voice rings into my ears
like a sweet surrender that
gently calms my fears
That i desire you, and so much more

Emotions and feelings
put aside
please just help me to abide
To your ways in which i must
live for my life
That i give you my soul, and so much more

May your spirit dwell within me
I want you receive all your praise and glory
I love you, now, Tomorrow, Forever and, so much more

[ I wonder ]

[ I wonder ]

I wonder if im loosing my direction
becoming nothing but inperfection
All my hopes, all my dreams
have become a deady song
that has filled my infactuation

I wonder if im loosing my senses
living in shades of gray
wondering when it will all fade away

I wonder if i need to be loved
to feel some peace inside
maybe if i died id feel alright

I wonder if i canbe inspired
to live my life more than ordinary to desire

I wonder if i could live
if your love wasnt my only key
I dont know how ive survived
with my heart all torn inside

I wonder if im dreaming
if ill ever wake up

I dont know why the sun shines outside

Even in the dark...

[ pieces of me ]

[ Pieces of me ]

You never say hi no more
we used to be so close before
but you just left me on the floor

you were the one that i adored
but why should i care anymore
coz when you closed the door
my heart never felt so sore

You were the one i lived for
gave you my heart, and so much more

You dont know how it feels
to be so close to you
my heart feels torn
from all the pain thats
shooting to my brain

Each day i go on
But for how long?

Tell me what i should do
Because i cant come back to you..

[ Visionz ]

[ Visionz ]

The day you were born
Did you listen to your heart
Did you feel it beating right from the start?

You were a child born into this world
Who wouldve known that even in a world
of sorrow and grief
youve become something so great
that cannot be perceived

As your life started,
did you ever think
that you had a destiny that needed to be fulfilled?
And yes.. It was all revealed

A vision was imparted, thats when it all started
The life that God gave to you
Shall never be departed

People drew near to you
for comfort and support
and you gave them all of what your mind thought
You made many sacrifices, gave up alot of things
And adjusted to the way of how the world thinks

Even though there might e feelings that you hide
Its something that can never be denied
Dont lock yourself up so tight
that no one can get inside

You are special and unique
and in Gods eyes
Life is made to be complete

There are many difficulties that we all face each day
something that cant just fade away
Deep down there are memories and scars
That will forever remain
a part of you that dosent want to feel so insane

No one might know the extent into how you feel
But you know that we are all here for you
Supporting and comforting you in all that you do
Wanting everything of whats best for you

Your life is full of purpose
the way God created you to be
Expect nothing less but simplicity

Hold on, and let us fill your heart
with joy and laughter
No matter what happens
Let us hold your hand thru the stormy weather

I am very greatful to know
a person with such conviction, knowledge, faith and strength
To be all she desires to be

God works in ways so great
That i cant even begin to understand
I want to thank you for all youve done
For you, For Me and For Everyone..

[ stay with me ]

[ Stay With Me ]

Remember all the good times
Forget all the bad
you been gone not long
but my heart still misses you, Dad

Hear my cry, Hear my pain
Feel my heart as it goes insane
It longs for you to hold me tight
All throughout the day and night

But now your gone
You will live on
inside of me you have shone
Please.. Stay with me

Your brilliance has shined
In times when i was blind
With open arms
I welcome you
To show me how you can feel

You gave me confidence in what i do
And i gave it all in what i pursued
I learned to forgive you for what you had done
and this has shown me all that ive become

Thru our fights we hid inside
The true feelings that we denied
I love you so much
Even more than the frights that
I felt under your stare

But i know that God loves us so,
He did this to show us
How our hearts long for his touch
In good and bad
We hear his cry
He said to us, Please be strong
Please Just hold on..

You got friends that are here for you
in everything that you may ever do
Dont think we will ever leave you

We hear your cries and feel your hearts
What can we do to mend your fears?

Just always have faith in all that you do
and remember that we are all here for you
God wants you to feel his touch
and to feel his power
Just believe in your selfs
that memories never fade

And most of all,
Just remember to Pray..

[ Broken ]

[ Broken ]

I feel sad
its totally driving me insane and mad
all the hurt, all the pain
has just got me singing your name

Maybe its over but im gonna be strong
And not fall apart
I hope it will get better and ill no longer want to cry
and in a couple of weeks i wont want to die

All the months i spent
felt like i was in a dungeon
suffocating like a dead dandelion

You hurt me so bad
to make me this sad
no one has done this to me
not even my dad

But i guess it was partly my fault
because it takes 2 people to break
but the pain and the suffering
brings me to a point
where all my memories
have become nothing but a cold winters night
where ive suffered and died

Can you feel my heartache
its burning deep inside
burning from the desire
to have you by my side
I know we cant be together
but how hard can it be
It cant be that hard to take you out of my memory

I never knew i could feel this way
so real, so true to this day
sometimes i wish it could all just go away

The thought of been alone has always crossed my mind
But the thought of never having you
makes me feel that i am blind
I lost you and now i cant find you
you are just another memory waiting to fade away

Please just leave my mind
Leave me to be
To be the person that i cannot see

You bring out the good in me
The bad in you i see
Things i want to change
And make me wanna be

You broke me into pieces
where my heart no longer lies
its decomposing from all the pain
thats been put deep inside

Leave my spirit
Leave my soul
Please just let me go...

[ mesmerized ]

[ Mesmerized ]

Im mesmerized by your presence
you send me into a trance
bring me to places that make me wanna dace

Show me some meaning
Show me some light
bring me to my senses
and make me feel alright

You never seem to fail me
I need you in my life
Can it stay like this
Can we stay this way
Can i be by your side?

Someitmes i feel that i want so much more
but i the end im just trapped
under and unbreakable door
The presence of you makes me feel brand new
lonliness becomes nothing but a past haiku

Feel my heart, feel my soul
I just want to let you know
I hunger for your touch
Its just way too much
Im lost in your daydreams
Unspoken words
promises that were made

People show me how you can be
They make me want to see
To see the beauty shine
Thru this space in time..

[ object to your affections ]

[ Object To Your Affections ]

Am i an object to your affections?
do you see me going in that direction
i feel like a fool that dosent know you
days have past and ive found that
im yet to know who you are to me

Im bedazzled by your presence
feel weary at your side
You give me emotions that could change how i feel
do you know who i am
can you see that i am not your man

The world is so cruel
it makes me think of me and you

Hear the music
hear my heart
see that it beats in sync with the harp

Tell me why it ended this way
Tell me why you couldnt stay

Please, show me the right way today..